::Your heart is an empty room::And all you see is where else you could be
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Name: Tara
Country: United States
State: Kansas
Metro: Lawrence
Birthday: 8/28/1980
Gender: Female


Interests:

These are the things I love

Music

The Dresden Dolls, Bright Eyes, Ani DiFranco, Nada Surf, Ben Folds, Social Distortion, The Smashing Pumpkins, The Faint, AFI, Tori Amos, The Postal Service, Radiohead, Ben Lee, The Clash, Good Riddance, No Use For A Name, No Motiv, Nerf Herder, Matson Jones, Melissa Ferrick, Mike Ness, The Smiths, Name Taken, Phantom Planet, Something Corporate, Sugarcult,The Used & Everclear!

Movies

Secretary, Girls Will Be Girls, Willy Wonka & The Chocolate Factory, Playing by Heart, Office Space, Harry Potter Series, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Mean Girls, The Goonies, Sixteen Candles, Dazed and Confused, Bubble Boy, Tommy Boy, Happy Gilmore, Black Sheep, The Nightmare Before Christmas, and a bunch of others!!

Other Important Things

My Friends, Art, Traveling, Magick, Buddhism, EVERYTHING!


Expertise: btvs & ats, eye-rolling, sarcasm, annoyance, disdain, apathy
Occupation: Sales
Industry: Business

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Member Since: 2/8/2004


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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I am ENGAGED!!!  I'm super excited, super happy, and super in love.  I have found the only person on this planet that not only can put up with my ass but also loves my ass (and I'm quite fond of his as well ;) ).  The tentative wedding date is October 12, 2007 (although it might become October 13th).  I'm looking for help planning it from whomever.  To see my "mystery man" and future hubby look no farther than my number one myspace spot...lol... 

This also means that I'm moving to Topeka, SOON! Basically as soon as I can sublease my apartment, so if anyone knows of anyone looking for an awesome apartment in Ltown please let me know. 

Also my "Maid of Honour" (although technically he's no damn maid ;) ) is Morgan, my bridesmaids/attendents are going to be Philip (well once I ask him), Heather, and my neice Chelsea.  We are looking to have it up on the KU campus... I'm still in my early stages of planning (eek! I have soooo much stuff to do...but I know I'll get it all done, and at the end of the day I'm marrying an amazing person)...

So yeah...there's my "big news" ~~ some people already knew, some people are probably shocked, some people probably don't care...  but whateva...I'm happy :)

Love,

Tara


Sunday, December 11, 2005

It's been almost a month since I updated this thing...

what is my deal???

I should be getting internet within the month so hopefully that will help, what has also hindered my xanga progress is the fact that I have once again been drawn into the world of myspace...

for evidence see here:

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so...yeah... I can't give up my xanga though, mainly cuz I have so much history that has went into it.  So I'll be back, and soon...I promise...--tara.


Saturday, November 12, 2005

Currently Listening
Plans
By Death Cab for Cutie
I Will Follow You Into The Dark
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Middle Name:


Last Name:


Age at Next B-Day:

Favorite Colour:

Where Do You Want To Live:
  It's London...

Where Do I Actually Live:
Ah...anti-war protesters...got to love it...

My Bad Habit:


Favorite Food:


Favorite Animal:


My Religion:
  Or at least, I'm trying...

My Dream Job:



Your Turn! :)

,
tara.


"Would Not Come"

if I make a lot of tinsel then people will want to
if I am hardened no fear of further abandonment
if I am famous then maybe i'll feel good in this skin
if I am cultured my words will somehow garner respect
i would throw a party still it would not come
i would bike run swim and still it would not come
i'd go travelling and still it would not come
I would starve myself and still it would not come
if I'm masculine I will be taken more seriously
if I take a break it would make me irresponsible
if i'm elusive I will surely be sought after often
if I need assistance then I must be incapable
i'd be filthy rich and still
it would not come
I would seduce them and still
it would not come
I would drink vodka and still
it would not come
i'd have an orgasm still
it wouldn't come
if I accumulate knowledge
i'll be inpenetrable
if I am aloof no one will know
when they strike a nerve
if I keep my mouth shut the boat
will not have to be rocked
if I am vulnerable I will be
trampled upon
i would go shopping and still
it would not come
i'd leave the country and still
it would not come
i would scream and rebel still
it would not come
i would stuff my face and still
it would not come
i'd be productive and still it would not come
i'd be celebrated still it would not come
i'd be the hero and still it would not come
i'd renunciate and still it would not come






I will no longer apologize for my thoughts, feelings, or for who I am.



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